“Most people speak to God about their problem, but few follow Jesus’ instructions and speak directly to the “mountain.” God has put certain things under our authority and we must exercise it. When a problem stands in our way, we must speak to the problem and command it to get out of our way in the name of Jesus. Speak God’s Word today. His Words will produce life.”—(via selfless-kid)
My grandma has been sick for a while and tonight my mom got a call from the nursing home that she needs to meet her at the hospital because she might be “slipping away”. Grandma has been in and out of hospitals for the past few months and was able to get better but this time I have a feeling that she might not make it. So not only do I have her on my mind but my dad and I haven’t been talking for almost a week because since he’s a cosigner on one of my loans he got a letter in the mail about my payment being late for this month and I know that upset him even though he hasn’t said anything to me. He’s not the encouraging type and he mostly finds the negative in a lot of things and in a way he feels that the fact I’m having a hard time finding a better job and making on-time loan payments is my fault so I guess I’m just a bit emotionally unstable at this point. As much as I pray I feel as if nothing gets better and I keep asking God what is He trying to show me by having me go through all this and just need support from somewhere.